I now pronounce you Man and Church

Married to Jesus.
in a moment of personal anguish, I jokingly told a male friend of mine that I was going to join a convent and date Jesus because he doesn't ever give me the same crap as the guy im seeing. He said "he should be your first boyfriend."

Can you say, "slap in the face"?
Then, i made a comment on my sister's blog that God is without gender. Neither male nor female but rather possessing the whole sum of these parts. And so, he is whatever you need him to be.

With all that being said, You have to wonder why my original search for love didnt begin with the original Lover... Don't I feel stupid.... Everything I could ask for in a man, i can certainly find in my relationship with Christ. And if i were smart earlier, i would have realized that my relationship with any man earth is simply supposed to be a physical representation of such a relationship.

Hmm... i need to get on that one. So maybe i will focus on being married to jesus for awhile.
Alteast... im going to try.

Go Deeper

I have forgotten enough times that there is so much more than the physical love we all pursue. Love drawn askew with notions of romance and lust, of physical attraction, even of pursuance of emotional gratification.

right about now, i could use some emotional lovemaking. I could go for a chance to be seduced with what is between my ears, not my legs.